why am i not enough?

fulfilledandforgotten asked: I know I'm supposed to ask questions here. But, instead, I'd rather put a few thoughts for you. I think you're quite the outrageous, sexy woman. I think you're one of the more interesting people I've managed to tumble across on tumblr. I think I want to strike up a conversation with you right now. I hope this isn't as blunt as it might come off as. I'm Jacob and it's going to be a pleasure to meet you, if I get the honour.

Thanks :) I appreciate it.

Anonymous asked: my god you are stunning. how old are you?

Thank youu. I’m 19.

my mind is so fucked up that if i don’t have something to distract me at all times (preferably a person), i do stupid things and think about things that kill me on the inside more and more. i depended on my boyfriend way too much to distract me and he never did enough and now hes gone and i have literally no one and i don’t make any sense but i don’t care.